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Lovest Thou Me? - The Restoration of Peter
March 21, 2026

Lovest Thou Me? - The Restoration of Peter

How many times have you blown over the passage. Yeah, you marveled that Peter heard the rooster crow, which recalls what Jesus told Peter would happen when they were in the upper room. But let's really dig into this. There is...

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Unabashedly Apologetic
March 16, 2026

Unabashedly Apologetic

I think today's podcast is a helpful example of how we study. I spend a good part of my day in a variety of different resources. This is daily and habitual. In between all of that, I actually retreat to work, which has nothin...

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The Difference Between Now and Eternity
March 5, 2026

The Difference Between Now and Eternity

If you have been traveling with us and followed the words of Jesus chronologically through the Gospels, then you have been the proverbial fly on the wall. Do not lose the immediate context when you read this - it is so easy t...

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Enter the Holy Spirit
March 4, 2026

Enter the Holy Spirit

I know some of these later podcasts are long. They are heavy. They are worth listening to multiple times. It's worth reading the notes, reading and rereading the scriptures they are bound to. Matthew 14 answers some profound ...

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What Jesus Said --- What They Heard
Feb. 27, 2026

What Jesus Said --- What They Heard

Have you even sat in a business conference or meeting and totally missed the point? You look at the speaker and go "Wait........ What?" Like you thought you understood it until you just realized what he was saying is not what...

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Cross Shaped Love
Feb. 24, 2026

Cross Shaped Love

While the synoptic gospels picked up the core elements of the Last Supper, it seems that John captured more of the conversation. We want to spend some time here. We stop to ask questions. We are at John 13:31-35. Judas has le...

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The Knowing Trap
Feb. 18, 2026

The Knowing Trap

As we leave Matthew 24, we leave with a warning. I'm multitasking right now in front of a YouTube video by John Barnett. If you're not familiar, he spends every waking moment in his online ministry discussing End Times. And h...

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The Glory of Jesus is the Glory of God - God Said So
Jan. 29, 2026

The Glory of Jesus is the Glory of God - God Said So

It was early last night. I thought, I'm not getting anything productive done, I'll just turn in. So I did what I always do. I open my Bible - just where we left off on our Red-Letter journey. We are on the Temple court still ...

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Faith and Intent
Jan. 27, 2026

Faith and Intent

Jesus is on the temple court speaking to the pharisees and he tells the Parable of the two sons. Jesus is pretty explicit about the different between professing belief and walking in faith. There's a famous expression that sa...

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Marching on the Roadmap Through Prophecy
Jan. 15, 2026

Marching on the Roadmap Through Prophecy

Jesus didn't have a GPS, he had something better. He had ancient prophecy. And at this point in the journey, Jesus is the only one who can see the destination. The other disciples are blind and fearful. They are marching righ...

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Something Happened on the Way to the Tomb
Jan. 2, 2026

Something Happened on the Way to the Tomb

The resurrection of Lazarus itself is almost anticlimactic in the scope of what's presented. So we slow down dramatically and focus here on the interaction of Jesus with Martha and Mary. Within this context we see one of the ...

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Without A Doubt - Reclaiming the Legacy of Thomas
Jan. 1, 2026

Without A Doubt - Reclaiming the Legacy of Thomas

During the Red-letter journey, we encountered the Thomas. It occurred to me that we didn't know much about Thomas except this one phrase that has lingered through history - "Doubting Thomas". When Jesus is ready to turn back ...

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The Right Side of the Door
Dec. 29, 2025

The Right Side of the Door

As we continue along on our red-letter journey, we encounter Jews asking Jesus who will be saved. Will it be many or just a few? The beauty of following along chronologically is that we just heard Jesus discussing the narrow ...

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Born Blind
Dec. 27, 2025

Born Blind

John chapter 9 continues where 8 left off. An ordinary man would be long gone. Remember, they were resolved to stone Jesus at the end of John 8. Instead, Jesus reverts back to what He is sent to do. Even the water of Siloam s...

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Truth and Freedom
Dec. 22, 2025

Truth and Freedom

There's an easter egg at the end... Just wanted to get that out early. We are still in John Chapter 8. I had intended to finish this and, well, I made it to verse 32. TWO VERSES out of the 29 we wanted to cover. Is it any won...

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BABEL – Behavioral AI-driven Black-box Emergent Lordship
Dec. 21, 2025

BABEL – Behavioral AI-driven Black-box Emergent Lordship

As I continue to ponder John 8:21-30, my mind was connecting the meaning of all that we have discovered up to this point in our red-letter journey. Walking chronologically with Jesus through the gospels helps afford you the s...

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The Great Divide
Dec. 12, 2025

The Great Divide

We've walked with Jesus' first two and a half years in our red-letter journey, and we've seen the growth and evolution of his audience. Hopefully we've even added a few believers along this podcast journey. What is becoming p...

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Can Revelation Really Happen Like That?
Dec. 8, 2025

Can Revelation Really Happen Like That?

Why did the Vatican mint a coin commemorating the Covid Vaccine? That's the image you see... OK, so we jumped off the red-letter trail for this one. Tucker Carlson interviews a guy named John Leake. You may not know who he is...

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Apostasy
Dec. 5, 2025

Apostasy

It's a subject that comes up again and again. "Once saved, always saved". And inevitably, embedded in that argument is "They went out from us, because they were not of us…” (1 John 2:19) leading to the response that if someon...

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Saints and Sinners - Same Sins, Different Outcomes
Dec. 4, 2025

Saints and Sinners - Same Sins, Different Outcomes

We hop off the red-letter journey today. A brother approached me to look at this passage from 1John 5:16. If you see any brother or sister commit a sin that does not lead to death, you should pray and God will give them life....

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Resisting Grace
Dec. 2, 2025

Resisting Grace

We have spent a lot of time on the prodigal and some of the interpretive ideas might not sit well with some people. Some of the feedback: "It sounds too Calvinistic", or your denying "Free Will". We touched on the idea that G...

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The 70 Return - Spiritual Warfare on Steroids!
Nov. 22, 2025

The 70 Return - Spiritual Warfare on Steroids!

So much has transpired in Luke 10. In this episode, the 70 disciples have returned exceedingly joyful. This section of Luke really covers complete gospel theology including: Sovereign sending — Christ initiates the mission. S...

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Out Among the Wolves
Nov. 21, 2025

Out Among the Wolves

We are in Luke 10: 1-16 On its face, Jesus sending out the 70 is a straightforward mission. Or so I thought until I started asking questions! This is one of the deepest rabbit holes I've ever been down. I'm far from digging m...

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The Cross and The Yoke
Nov. 20, 2025

The Cross and The Yoke

Luke 14:25–33 stands among the most penetrating and demanding teachings of Jesus. After decades of studying this concept (not always in the Bible - I lived most of my adult life as an atheist), its weight still presses deeply...

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